| I think I've finally found someone |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
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I just came home from Seaside today after my last weekend there early because my Aunt and cousins were supposed to come over since we have never seen the new baby. So my Dad came down early this moring to get me and while he was down my Aunt called to cancel because the baby and her only got 6 hours of sleep last night so she was to tired to bring the kids for a visit. I found out when I got home and have been miserable ever since. I've been miserable because on Sataurday in Seaside I found a guy that I could actually see myself in a relationship with. But of course with my life there are major issues. For starters he lives 2 hours away up by Wayne, New Jersey. Second which isn't so much a problem for me as it is my Aunt Sharon is that he's 18 right now and going into college. Those are really the only problems. I wasn't even slightly perpared for how much I was actually going to miss him. And now I don't no if I'm ever going to see him again. Sarah whos going out with his younger brother, and by younger he's only 17, keeps calling me and she's with them both having fun. It's not that I don't want them to have fun. I just wish I was there with them. All I want to do right now is crawl into his arms and stay there because I felt safe there for the first time with anyone beside my Dad, Uncle or Grandfather. It felt like nothing in my life could go wrong and for once I was happy with exactly who I was and I didn't feel like I had to play some role. |
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| is it odd |
[Jul. 6th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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is it odd that at 16 i want to have a baby? |
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| hey |
[Jun. 8th, 2004|09:13 pm] |
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im on the fone with brett n hes starting to piss me off |
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| The inferno |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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| Daddy's Car |
[May. 21st, 2004|07:32 pm] |
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| | Daddy's Girl-The Cardigans | ] |
I don't fell like making an entry today but i figured i'd put up the lryics to one of my favorite songs..
We took off that sunny day
packed our thigs and went away
me and friends in daddy's car
to find out how summers are
found a card to send from wherever we went
From Luxembourg to Rome
from Berlin to the moon
from Paris to Lausanne
from Athens to the sun
our car became a spacecraft
flashing through the world
crashed down in Amsterdam
We'll take off some rainy day
pack our things and go away
families and hotelbars
to find out how summers are
find a card to send to some really old friends
]From Luxembourg to Rome
from Berlin to the moon
from Paris to Lausanne
from Athens to the sun
our car became a spacecraft
flashing through the world
crashed down in Amsterdam
The Song is called- Daddy's Car
Sung By- Cardigans |
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| Funniest bio class and the Periodic Table of Elements in the library |
[May. 20th, 2004|02:53 pm] |
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| | The air conditioner blowing above my head | ] |
ya school was boring...did nothing all day...my bio class was great...well first 2 guys greg n bill come into my class n start watching the movie with us n then they went outside with hydro...they came bac later n we were all lke can u at least cover up the smell...so that was that n then ms emboly calls our room n asks if someone in a black shirt n beige shorts left our room....n cory did n it was who they were talking bout....n the class thought it was about him playing hackisack in the room n we thought it was a teacher calling not the vice principle calling....so ya then she came down to our room n took him out and pulled hydro out cause he didnt have a shrit on in the middle of class...so it was pretty funny....ya well cate's not talking to me n i dont no y??? its upsetting me cause i dont understand...i think its cause i didnt tell her y i told sarah something eric said....but ya thats my only thought any ideas???....well rite now im in the library just hanging out on the computers....n lexie on her computer found a periodic table of elements n is having a lil to much fun clicking on the elements so erin hit here...it was great...i guess you have to be there |
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| boring day |
[May. 18th, 2004|07:00 pm] |
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| | Taking back Sunday | ] |
i didnt do anything all day...school was boring lke nomal...when i got home pop pops was there n i was glad cause i havent seen him since well mothers day but i when hes up i normally see him everyday...well he had to go n wasnt going to have dinner so i made him a sandwitch...he really wanted me to go to florida with him but i couldnt cause i would miss too much school so i told him i would in june when i finally get out....i cant wait hes going to teach me to drive when i go down...n has already told me im getting the vette n by the time i have it i can get classic ensurance cause itll be 20 years old then... |
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| hey |
[May. 17th, 2004|06:52 pm] |
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| | Metallica-Sad But True | ] |
ya stayed after today for guard...then i walked home n now im just doing homework n decided to make a quick entry |
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